I'm not panicking...really....

So my back hurts from the tattoo and just in general weirdness for how I have to sit while it heals. I was so sore when I was done with work yesterday I just went home, changed into super comfy clothes and veg'd playing stardew. Did I wrap gifts? No. I was mad at the cats for bending the lower branches on the tree. I can fix them but I need to take the time. There were three ornaments on the ground and you could tell they had been running thru the tree. I'm pretty sure its mostly spicy but Tasha also is a menace with the tree skirt. But tonight after the school presentation thing I will try to put things together by "who" I bought for, get the xmas wrapping out and clear off my table in the studio to do that. It will be fine. My fancy fabric arrives today.

I hope to get the studio setup on Friday while I'm crazy scared and waiting for my colonoscopy. I react weird to anesthesia and I'm just a worry wort. I'm a bit worried about the prep tomorrow. I accidentally ate nuts today and I was not supposed to do that. Sighs. So we shall see. I will also be super hangry so that will not help anything but I will deal and be an adult I just won't be happy about it.

Sighs.

I'm just scared and that doesn't help anything.

I also need to get sewing but need to wash the fabric and get the studio set up as I talked about above. I'm moving slowly through my book been playing games and not sleeping like a should. Mel is stressed out about a shipment they are doing today. Hopefully he gets some better sleep tonight. I hope I can drive my anxiety into getting things done this weekend like cutting out my fabric and starting sewing. We also need to start the house purge and get ready for guests but that will be once we are done with school and work for the year. I just really wish my last day was tomorrow but I will deal.

Other than that...yeah, the world goes on.