two weeks of organized self care
Mar. 1st, 2024 12:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ianukWell the last two weeks I've focused on my mental and physical health and hit the gym/yoga for 4 days last week and thus far 3 days this week as well as doing various walks and getting moving... I feel better in my head...my anxiety has not been as high and the scale is slowly inching lower. Consistency is a thing that has to happen. I've changed my work schedule to accommodate this so I'm in office Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. I forgot how much laundry I have to do now since I have to wear work clothes versus just workout clothes. Oh well. Its okay. Just a thing I need to do today.
We have crown tomorrow and Mel may fight but he's sick and we shall see. I have projects ready and an outfit and I will pack everything tonight so we can get on the road by 630 AM. Ugh.
Benton has his mask for the dance tonight about 90% complete. He was not taking direction or help at all well last night...to the point we told him he was rude and could go work in his room. Mel was cranky and ill and had worked with him since they got home, I did my best but I to was done with the whining and attitude. He refused to listen and then there had to be yelling. Sighs. could we have all handled it better? MAybe? but this is learning how to learn. I know he likes to know the why so I explained that many times on how to cover his wire frame. He's using paper for covering and if we'd had time I would have papermachied it but we were out of time. sighs.
On the book front I'm almost done with #10 for the year Nettle and Bone. I had 25 pages left last night at 1130pm. I was a good girl and went the fuck to bed.
I will hopefully cast on a little cowl with some of the yarn I got from Shanda for xmas. I hope a small project will scratch that instant gratification fix I need right now cause everything is either in time out, takes too much brain power or is boring.
In the saga of the tV i ended up ordering on on Amazon and it gets here today. ITs really hard to find a 32" smart TV in 1080p ugh.
We have crown tomorrow and Mel may fight but he's sick and we shall see. I have projects ready and an outfit and I will pack everything tonight so we can get on the road by 630 AM. Ugh.
Benton has his mask for the dance tonight about 90% complete. He was not taking direction or help at all well last night...to the point we told him he was rude and could go work in his room. Mel was cranky and ill and had worked with him since they got home, I did my best but I to was done with the whining and attitude. He refused to listen and then there had to be yelling. Sighs. could we have all handled it better? MAybe? but this is learning how to learn. I know he likes to know the why so I explained that many times on how to cover his wire frame. He's using paper for covering and if we'd had time I would have papermachied it but we were out of time. sighs.
On the book front I'm almost done with #10 for the year Nettle and Bone. I had 25 pages left last night at 1130pm. I was a good girl and went the fuck to bed.
I will hopefully cast on a little cowl with some of the yarn I got from Shanda for xmas. I hope a small project will scratch that instant gratification fix I need right now cause everything is either in time out, takes too much brain power or is boring.
In the saga of the tV i ended up ordering on on Amazon and it gets here today. ITs really hard to find a 32" smart TV in 1080p ugh.
