Finished most of the plan for yesterday

[ianuk]

So work was super busy with meetings after meetings after meetings but I left and headed to home to get my to-do list going. I got laundry on, got dinner made and after I picked up Benton I went through the detritus boxes and got them down to 3 boxes versus 4 and one of the boxes was largesse and I can probably combine that with box of largesse I already have. I did find some fun things like my work badges from Lucas and Cat. So many site tokens and tchotchkes. A lot of dead string and leather ties for tokens etc. I did find some jewelry/accessories that had gone missing so that was good. But some of this goes back into the bedroom into my wardrobe and that needs a going over as well. Sighs. I do think I still have a tin somewhere of other probably in the studio closet of doom. Its nuts in there...And that will get cleaned out eventually.

I started tapering off my brain meds in december and I'm about to get to the last of the tapering and well...I'm happier and more productive and more me? Mel said yes, I'm more me again and he did not like what the meds did to me and yeah. I can gauge my anxiety more and not just ignore its happening? I also hope me adding in a magnesium drink in the evenings (started Jan 1) will help regulate a few more things more naturally. I've also curtailed my drinking which I think was being exacerbated by the meds and making my will power low. My tattooist stated it made her a klepto. I'm also hoping my libido kicks back in but I think getting my ass back to consistent gym time will also help cause yeah. Small steps but the brain is much happier and I've been able to get things handled like I want them and that is a good thing too.

Comments

[cowboy_r]

I had one of the populace badges that Epaul made, and I tied site tokens to it with embroidery thread, usually wore it on my collar. I never really thought about what to do with the things after the events, and I couldn't tell you where any of my old ones were.

[danabren]

4 boxes into 3 is HUGE. Outstanding!

[ianuk]

they were small, like show box size, but yes progress...even small is progress.

Hoping the weekend after next I can do a bit more.

[danabren]

It's still huge.