I seriously just want to sleep
Apr. 1st, 2025 09:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ianukMy allergies are kicking my ass. Things are fuzzy, I'm tired. My brain has fog. I just don't care and any thing I want to create just sits there staring at me. I'm feeling like I'm back on my anti anxiety meds. Which is an interesting thing. I need to make Ari's birthday gift this week and my studio is still cluttered. The stash needs to be bombed for moths in the everything, I keep seeing some critters...but not sure if they are in the carpet eating cat hair or somewhere else. Sighs. I hope to have energy tonight after work to work on the studio...turn on a movie and just get it done. As long as I don't sit down when I get home I should be able to do this. I know that sounds funny but its a thing with my motivation.
Over the weekend at some point, Spicy and one of her sisters got into a tiff. Spicy has a deep slice on her cheek, it was bleeding a bit yesterday and freaked me out and you can tell it hurts since its hard for her to eat. So she's hiding sleeping in places like Benton's bed but she's still coming out for her one attention but I worry. Will keep an eye on it. Especially since she's not eat a lot. I will see if I can get a churu in her.
So just trying to exist. I did stretch out my leg this am old barre style and I will need to keep doing that. Everything just hurt from allergy inflammation. I guess I was also eating the wrong bread last week which had milk in it. le sigh. UGH. I love my husband and I was no unsurprised he cooked with all the dairy while I was gone but everything isn't marked and I forgot out of the 5 loaves of bread which one was safe. Sighs. Today is trying to drink water...I've been bad at that and yeah that helps no one.
So goals today: survive work, pick up dinner, clean up studio, go to bed early.
Over the weekend at some point, Spicy and one of her sisters got into a tiff. Spicy has a deep slice on her cheek, it was bleeding a bit yesterday and freaked me out and you can tell it hurts since its hard for her to eat. So she's hiding sleeping in places like Benton's bed but she's still coming out for her one attention but I worry. Will keep an eye on it. Especially since she's not eat a lot. I will see if I can get a churu in her.
So just trying to exist. I did stretch out my leg this am old barre style and I will need to keep doing that. Everything just hurt from allergy inflammation. I guess I was also eating the wrong bread last week which had milk in it. le sigh. UGH. I love my husband and I was no unsurprised he cooked with all the dairy while I was gone but everything isn't marked and I forgot out of the 5 loaves of bread which one was safe. Sighs. Today is trying to drink water...I've been bad at that and yeah that helps no one.
So goals today: survive work, pick up dinner, clean up studio, go to bed early.
