Day to me....
Jan. 31st, 2009 07:55 amWell, its almost 8am...I need to get on my bike very soon but its chilly...I don't have tights so I know my knees will get cold and when that happens I get very, very cold everywhere else. That has me worried and annoyed. Its also windy which is never fun on a bike...cause you know that half of your circuit will be into the wind. I'm a wimp with the cold on a bike...gah. I will get on my bike in a bit, I will bike as far as I can comfortably go...even if its not the full 8 miles. I need to get tights this week so when we get back from Estrella, I'll have some for morning rides so I'm not such a wimp.
Before mel left (after he just got up) we had the discussion that boys can go and push hard after the "my brain isn't getting food" signals hit. Its what has made the species survive...when I hit that point...I start to cry and burble and am a mess. Not sure how to get past that...not sure if I even an but its a concern...sorry, very introspective this AM....not enough sleep.
So, on the docket for today will be heading to TEP to pickup a few essentials at that show. I need to get land laid out and work on documentation and do laundry...omg...the pile is almost the size of me. Course...I need maps with dimensions...I have map with layout...no dims yet. Sighs. I can't work on it till later anyway so there is time.
Gah...I'm already cold...sighs...even the coffee isn't helping. Well, I need to push into my non comfort zone and I have a time table that must, must be met today.
EDIT 915am Whoooo....cold but I did it..all 8 miles...13.3mph...I'm cold..my lungs hurt and my ears are burning from the wind. But I did it and that is what matters.
Before mel left (after he just got up) we had the discussion that boys can go and push hard after the "my brain isn't getting food" signals hit. Its what has made the species survive...when I hit that point...I start to cry and burble and am a mess. Not sure how to get past that...not sure if I even an but its a concern...sorry, very introspective this AM....not enough sleep.
So, on the docket for today will be heading to TEP to pickup a few essentials at that show. I need to get land laid out and work on documentation and do laundry...omg...the pile is almost the size of me. Course...I need maps with dimensions...I have map with layout...no dims yet. Sighs. I can't work on it till later anyway so there is time.
Gah...I'm already cold...sighs...even the coffee isn't helping. Well, I need to push into my non comfort zone and I have a time table that must, must be met today.
EDIT 915am Whoooo....cold but I did it..all 8 miles...13.3mph...I'm cold..my lungs hurt and my ears are burning from the wind. But I did it and that is what matters.