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This week is hard....
May. 29th, 2025 10:47 amWork stress is still stressful and more discussions make me feel even worse. Sighs. I'm trying but man I just don't even want to get out of bed to do this job. I'm frustrated and angry and just wish things would go right for a change.
So I had my plan after a very long day to go to knitting. I tried out a new place to grab dinner which is called Gyro Shack and that was tasty. I got to knitting and showed off the shawl and folks loved it thus far. And then I went to pull my pattern out and my pattern keeper was not in my bag. It was still on the end table next to the couch. NBD I had mel's hat to do...except I was having a hard time getting a rhythm with the directions and damn if there had been a chart this would have been so much easier. So I struggled through a few rows and then just put it down and left early. I got home and the boys were playing video games and it just felt very alientating. I dunno brains are weird. I got an early shower.
Also, found out our friend Jessie is in Mayo and they found growths in places they shouldn't and yeah this is scary as fuck. They did biopsies and with his kidney fuction shot he's going to be looking at dialysis if they can clear the tumors. Its just yikes. He already had colon cancer on top of his wagners so this is bad. We will be going to see him on Sunday.
I get my tattoo finished tomorrow and hope to get my toes done before that. I plan on doing some calligraphy hopefully finally on Saturday but the studio needs a cleaning too. I dunno it will all depend on how I'm feeling etc.
So I had my plan after a very long day to go to knitting. I tried out a new place to grab dinner which is called Gyro Shack and that was tasty. I got to knitting and showed off the shawl and folks loved it thus far. And then I went to pull my pattern out and my pattern keeper was not in my bag. It was still on the end table next to the couch. NBD I had mel's hat to do...except I was having a hard time getting a rhythm with the directions and damn if there had been a chart this would have been so much easier. So I struggled through a few rows and then just put it down and left early. I got home and the boys were playing video games and it just felt very alientating. I dunno brains are weird. I got an early shower.
Also, found out our friend Jessie is in Mayo and they found growths in places they shouldn't and yeah this is scary as fuck. They did biopsies and with his kidney fuction shot he's going to be looking at dialysis if they can clear the tumors. Its just yikes. He already had colon cancer on top of his wagners so this is bad. We will be going to see him on Sunday.
I get my tattoo finished tomorrow and hope to get my toes done before that. I plan on doing some calligraphy hopefully finally on Saturday but the studio needs a cleaning too. I dunno it will all depend on how I'm feeling etc.
