Quiet Halloween for me

[ianuk]

I dressed up as corp goth with my pumpkin/black cat dress, duster sweater, Boo Headband and my eyeball necklace. It was stressful day at work and I was super grouch by the end. The weather was windy on my way to and from work and I was so drained when I walked into the door. Mel gladly went to the party at Mary and Andrews while I stayed home to watch tv and hand out candy to the total of 5 trick or treaters we had. I watched ghost hunters and played on my phone and snuggled with Spicy. Benton and Mel had a good time. Benton was happy to have his shark onesie since it was Tucson Chilly with the wind.

My brain is not happy...I'm not sure what I can do about it right now. I'm feeling just uncaring about a lot of things. I was dreaming aobut all of the land issues with the northern property and the change in weather and the excessive wind has my allergies/sinuses flared. I thought the weekend of relaxing would help my brain but I dunno. Probably residual stress I dunno.

Gonna hit PT tonight and then hit the pot luck at knit night. Should be a good time. Hopefully that will get me out of my funk a bit. I do want to finish that darn hat.

My pumpkin:

My Outfit:

Benton:

Comments

[danabren]

I wish I had a suggestion to get you out of your head. How soon before you can retire?

[ianuk]

19 years? I'm only 46

[danabren]

I meant from your current high-stress position with fully vested whatever, and give yourself back to yourself.

[ianuk]

so due to my job, the higher I get the more responsibility, the more money, the more stress....so not sure where I'm going to "stop" but I'm trying go become a chief engineer which will hopefully come with less of the finance stuff.