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Not sure what to say about the weekend. I did a lot of work when I was not feeling good that really didn't get me anywhere. If it had not rained then I think things would have been very different...maybe I would have felt better...uncertain.

Mel did really well in crown and I'm very proud of him. I was a good consort and did things right and looked good for him and my tippet as a favor worked wonderfully. The only unfortunate thing, and par for things of late, is I got no actual full length pictures of me in my reworked cote. Oh, well. Maybe someone got one and I haven't seen the pictures yet.

While I had fun on parts of the weekend, my body is still protesting just being functioning and upright which I don't understand. I'm wearing and exhausted and unmotivated...it basically shadowed me all weekend and made me make decisions in a selfish manner. Sorry about that.

I was hoping to fight on Sunday but my back was in protest as rebar had replaced my muscles. The hat i had been working on for mel is now too big and I think I will be frogging it back completely. Sighs. Basically, 2 steps forward and 3 steps back all weekend was par for the course.

Yesterday I sat and watched TV all day and slept on and off. The girls were snuggly and that was nice. Just wish I had one more day off to get out of this malaise. But I'm not sure a single day would help. I've got projects mounting and I need to spend some time on them...hopefully I can leave work after 8 hours all of this week and get some much needed work done on that. Uncertain though and I guess that will just be the phrase.