Tuesday....

[ianuk]

Well, work was stressful. As of this AM I still don't know what is going on with my job. I hope that they found someone else. My team was not happy to hear of the possibility of a move and that makes me glad. So, I was unhappy when I got home and I snuggled up on the couch and napped for over an hour with my cats. Luvs my girls. Mel had made soup for dinner and I wasn't interested. I had toast with pb&j. Got motivated and started my photo uploads. Though now I'm breaking up Saturday into 3 or 4 albums cause 409 is too many to view easily.

Then I worked and almost finished the first part of my masterwork. My hands got tired and I got sucked into watching the pilot episode of "New Amsterdam." Which was pretty cool. Dutch guy become immortal after saving a Native American chick during the Dutch taking over in the 1600s. Fast forward to today to a NYC homicide detective and lots of cool things ensue.

I had a couple of beers and settled in reading after my shower until mel came home. Karl sent freshly roasted coffee home with Ivan and we had some this AM...omg good. I slept great minus a wacky bobo dream that did not involve a death sentence but was so odd and not normal that I'm not posting it publicly. Luckily I woke up just in time to not complete the dream...thank goodness.

Mel agrees that my dreams are all stress related and I guess I can live with that for a few more weeks. I guess...

Comments

[satharn.livejournal.com]

Dreams of death signify change in all its forms. You are about to go to a higher level than you have been with your art and these dreams reflect that and the anxioty you're feeling.

But this is a GOOD change and I know you are up to it. If you weren't stressed out about it I would be surprised.

So while they are disconcerning its just your subconcious dealing with it all. You will perservere. :D